Those who know me can attest to the fact that I have been dealt some shitty hands in my past. Through battles lost I have developed the philosophy that life is life. You deal with the blows and try to fill the holes with what is left when the dust settles. But what I am discovering as that dusty air is starting to clear is far from leftovers. It is shiny and gold. It brings me to tears and it forces me to my knees.
I could have never even imagined my life the way it is starting to unfold. I had all but given up on so many things, so many dreams, so many reconciliations. I have lost friends. Burned bridges. Shattered my own dreams and had a few shattered for me. I felt lost. Alone. Forgotten. By people who once cared and even by God. I. Lost. Hope.
Then…..
Out what seemed like no where. Light. Hope. It baffles me. It amazes me. It brings me to my knees. I was sure I was forgotten and given up on. I was sure all those things that were spoken over me were long forgotten by God and those whos mouths they were uttered from.
I have discovered though…. I am never forgotten, nor my dreams. They are better than I could have EVER imagined. I don’t know what the future will look like but I can’t wait to see how it all unfolds. So far it is amazing. Unfathomable. Unimaginable. Mind blowing. These things I am discovering that have been in the works all along render me speechless…
…I couldn’t make this stuff up if I tried.
